Rough afternoon. In a lot of pain and the meds make me cry. Still have to work when I want to curl up and just doze until bedtime.
Missing so many people right now. So, to those people, I want to say . . . Mom, I wish I had listened more carefully to you because now I have so many questions I want to ask. I love you and miss you every single day. You made me feel invincible and loved. Dad, you were always my hero. I miss your hugs and the sound of your voice. Jasmine, I dream of you so often and waking is painful. We love you and miss you and hope life is treating you with kindness. I have precious memories of years gone by and I cherish them. My beautiful children, I am so thrilled with your adventures, but sometimes miss you so much, I cannot breathe. I fight the selfishness in me that wants you to come back home, but sometimes that bitch is rude and noisy. My sweet husband, your endless patience with me is life saving. I would not make it through a day without you by my side.
End of diatribe. Back to sniffling. Thanks for listenin'.